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I Vespers could not end soon enough, Sister Mary Margaret
and my self
informed Mother Superior that we were going to go visit
Cheryl, the new PE
teacher, after giving her the address we left. The rule is
we had to return
by
Sister asked me what she should do when we got there. I told
her we would
just play it by ear. I had no idea, and I did not know what
Cheryl had in
mind. All I knew was, we were going over to have the kind of
sex we could
not have in the convent, that I had told Cheryl that she and
I were lovers
and Cheryl was just like myself, a very wicked girl when it
came to sex.
This was the very first time I had ever gone out of the
convent onto public
streets since I went into the Girls school so many years
ago. In a way I
felt very strange because of the looks we were getting. I
know many Orders
have gone more stylish, but our order has kept the black and
white habits
and needless to say we stand out in a crowd. We arrived at
Cheryl's door
and was met with a big grin. Taking us both by our arms she
led us to the
living room couch. As we sat down she asked us if we would
like a glass of
wine. I told her I never had any and would like to try some,
Sister said
yes she would so that's how we started our evening. I heard
the
whimpering and scratching a door, I asked Cheryl if
said "He's OK, I think it would be best to leave him in
the bedroom for
right now. He wants out here so bad, I'm afraid he would be
a nuisance"
Then she said "would you both like to get more
comfortable, and take off
your robes?" I looked at Sister and said "I would
like to, what do you
think?" Sister looked back at me and said "Yea, it
may be best so we don't
mess the habits up" We all knew why we were there, and
it felt so awkward
at first. The wine helped, but it was not the same as it was
with just
Sister and myself or Cheryl and myself. Sister and I sat on
the couch while
Cheryl sat on the matching love seat next to us.
We both got out of our habits and I was surprised to see
that Sister Mary
wore underwear, for some reason I thought she like myself
did not wear any.
Cheryl slipped out of her robe and was wearing a real sexy
frilly white
thing, it looked like a very short see through top, with
matching panties.
I sat there in my bra and nothing else, while Sister took
off her bra and
had only her panties on. I told Cheryl how much I liked her
outfit and
asked what was it called. She told me it was called baby
dolls then Cheryl
said "I am still hot from this afternoon, what about
you Sister?" I turned
beat red, I did not tell Sister Mary what happen, and now it
was out.
Sister Mary Margaret picked up on it right away and said
smiling with a big
grin "Oh, so you
two did something already today?, where at and I want to
hear every little detail" I was so embarrassed, and I
could not say a word.
Cheryl started telling her all about our lunch date and what
we did in the
girls' toilet. At first I was embarrassed, but the way
Cheryl told Sister
what and how we did what we did, I was really starting to
get turned on as
I started to relive every thing in my mind and it was like
we were doing it
all over again.
I kept sipping my wine and sister sat there listening and
breathing hard,
she started to rub herself between her legs, all this did
was make Cheryl
go more in depth. When she saw the effect it was having with
Sister Mary,
she really started in with such detail I swear I could feel
it all over
again. By the time she was telling about us on the floor,
all three of us
where touching our selves. I decided I wanted to do
something more than
just that, after all, I could touch myself any time I
wanted, this was a
first and who knows maybe it would never happen again.
Whatever the case, I
was not going to waist my time when I had two lovely hot
turned on woman
that wanted sexual pleasure as much as I did. I knelt down
and moved over
to the love seat to show Cheryl the way I wanted to love
her. I moved to
her legs and I parted them, I started to kiss her inner
thighs as she
spoke. Knowing what I wanted, Cheryl stood up, and slid her
bottoms down.
When she sat back down I was going for her gash. Cheryl
never missed a beat
in telling what happen, in fact she started to tell us what
was going
through her mind as we did what we did this afternoon.
As I licked Cheryl's opening it was so wet, I could acutely
see her open
hole, I knew she was hot, I could not see Sister. I knew she
must be as
well, I know how little it takes to turn her on, and just
hearing Cheryl
talk and moan would turn on Mother Superior. Cheryl had her
butt right on
the edge of the couch giving me all the room I wanted and
allowing me free
access to her. I inserted two fingers into her as I licked
and tugged at
her clit with my lips. In the background I could hear
I knew he could smell his mistress and I am sure he could
smell me. But
what I was hoping was, I hoped he could smell Sister Mary
Margaret. When
Cheryl got to the part of our leaving the girls room and
going back to our
classes, I thought that would be it, but Cheryl went on.
This time, I was all ears, as I licked and worked to bring
her to a loving
climax. "I went back to my office and sat waiting for
the girls to come
down," She went on, "I sat there thinking of
tonight, of what the three of
us could do. I thought of all the nasty things I wanted to
do to Sister
Mary Jean. As well as of what she would do to me, I kept
thinking how her
tongue felt licking me, how her lips would pull and tug at
my clit. How
her fingers would fuck me. I thought how I would use my
mouth on her, and
on her lover. I kept thinking of how I would get things
started. I wanted
it to be fast, yet not too fast to make it filthy.
I envisioned her and you on my bed eating each other while I
got up behind
one of you and licked your asshole and used one of my toys
to fuck one of
you, then I pictured us all on the bed all eating each other
at the same
time. Using things in each other. I wanted to tie one of you
up on your
hands and knees, then keep you on the edge of a
climax." This was all too
much, I started to climax, and my body shook as I licked
Cheryl and I
fingered myself. I could hear Cheryl's voice as she kept
talking as she
herself climaxed from my efforts. I could not hear Sister
because of her
sitting away from me, but some how I knew, she was also
enjoying listening
to Cheryl and if she had not yet brought herself to a
climax, (which I
doubted) that she would be close. The thought of seeing
sister tied up and
keeping her right on the edge of a climax made me hot, very,
very hot.
After Cheryl stopped shaking, she pulled my head back and
said "let's go to
my bedroom" we all got up, and went into her bedroom.
She had a huge bed,
and she laid down first on her back, sister went right for
her pussy, her
butt was in the air so I went for her. I started working on
her clit and
moved up her gash to her open hole, I move past her hole to
her asshole, I
worked my tongue inside and then back down to her clit. as
she knelt there
working on Cheryl she was moving her ass around making sure
to enjoy every
lick and probe I gave her with my tongue. From the noise
coming from Cheryl
I knew Sister was doing a real good job on her. Cheryl said
"OK, who's
first, who wants to get tied up" Before I could bring
my face from Sister
and answer, I heard Sister say "Me. tie me up, make me
beg to cum" we all
moved around and Cheryl brought up four ropes from each
corner of the bed.
She had sister lay on her tummy then we tied her hands and
feet. She was
spread eagle yet she had enough slack with her legs so she
could get up on
her knees. I thought that would be where we stopped, but Cheryl
brought up
two more ropes, these ropes where tied to Sister knees, so
she in fact was
tied in a kneeling position, with her ass in the air.
Her face was on the bed, but her legs were wide open,
nothing could stop us
from playing and touching her. I started to lick her as
Cheryl finished
tying her nice and tight. Insuring she could not move.
Cheryl said
"remember Sister, don't let her cum, bring her right to
the edge, and pull
away." I knew this was going to be fun and cruel, I
knew I wanted to be the
one tied up, and I wanted to make Sister pay for beating me
to it and going
first. Cheryl went to her night stand drawer and pulled out
6 lovely sex
toys, one she plugged in the wall and when she turned on the
switch it
vibrated and I knew it had to feel great. Because before she
put it on
Sister, she put it on herself and with in a second or two
she was shaking
with a huge climax. I grabbed this thing that looked like
two dicks in one,
she had three of them one about the size of my Kotex toy.
Then the other
one that was a little bigger, and the last one that was so
big I just knew
it was for looks and not to be used inside of a woman.
(little did I know)
I took the one I felt comfortable with and brought it to my
self, I
inserted the longer end in my vagina opening and as it slid
in, the
attached rubber cock pushed against my asshole and up
inside, Oh God, did
it ever feel wonderful.
I went back to eating Sister until I felt her
start to respond and knowing her, I knew she was ready to
climax. I pulled
away, Sister moaned and said "Oh please don't
stop" I sat back and rocked
on my new toy. It felt so good inside I almost did not want
to stop and
give Sister pleasure. I watched Cheryl as she had taken one
of her toys and
inserted in herself. She was sitting in a chair she had next
to the bed.
She said "That's it sister, don't let her cum, I have
something special for
her" she laid back in her chair and worked herself as
she watched us on the
bed.
After about 6-7 times of my pulling back, Cheryl said
"use the massager,
but it on her cunt, on her clit, watch her close because
that baby will get
her off so fast it will surprise you." I picked it up,
turned it on and
brought it to myself, with my two rubber cocks inside I
rested it against
the one on my cunt against my clit. it was an instant
climax, a very hard,
very long climax. I watched as Sister was kneeling in front
of me, humping
air, begging for me to let her cum. I knew that I had to
watch her closely
when I used this wonderful thing as it was sure to take her
to the top in
seconds. After I finished climaxing I told Sister how
wonderful it felt,
how it was the best climax ever, how she would love it. and
as I talked I
brought it to her wide-open cunt,. I mean her hole was wide
open, her lips
were swollen the hole
was begging for something to fill it. I brought the
massager to her and rested it on her open hole, her body
tightened like she
had just been shocked with electricity. I counted out loud
1-2-3 and pulled
it off. I reached for the medium double rubber cock and
started to slide it
in Sister as she knelt there I was amazed as to how easy it
slid into her
hole. When the smaller cock touched her asshole, how she pushed
back
against it I had to spit on the end a little to make it easy
to slide in
her. I slowly slid it in deeper and deeper. Sister kept
saying, yes, yes,
Oh yes, don't stop, please don't stop" I had half of it
in when I saw her
toes start to curl, that is what always gave her away, I
knew she was going
to climax. I pulled it out so fast both holes made a sound
as the ends came
out. sister was going nuts.
I was not paying any attention to Cheryl as I worked on
Sister, I heard
Sister say "My God, look what she's doing?" I
looked to my right the way
sister was looking and saw that Cheryl had gotten Franklin,
she was on her
hands and knees, and Franklin was licking her. I brought the
massager back
up to Sisters hole and counted again, this time
1-2-3-4. I saw her toes
start to curl and pulled it away, I spit again on the end of
the short cock
and with one stroke slid it back inside of her. All the time
Sister kept
her eyes glued on Cheryl. I started to fuck sister and I
watched her toes
like a hawk looking for food. I saw the sing and pulled it
out. Sister was
thrashing on the bed. Cheryl was moaning and climaxing
herself. I kept
rocking on my own rubber cocks in my holes. I kept switching
back and
fourth from the double cocks and the massager I knew that
the two different
pleasures working against each other was driving Sister out
of her mind.
I knew this when I kept hearing Sister saying "Oh
Jesus, please, please let
me cum, let me cum. I will do anything, only let me cum. I
heard her start
to whimper and I knew tears would soon follow. I heard
Cheryl say, "come on
boy, I got a nice hot pussy for you, she wants it bad. I
knew what she
meant, but I know Sister did not. Cheryl brought her face to
Sister's and
she kissed her hot and wet, she broke the kiss and asked
"are you ready to
climax sister?" are you ready for the best fuck you
ever had?" Sister
answered yes to each question. Cheryl told me to move back,
I did and
Franklin started in on Sister, He licked first her cunt and
then her
asshole. Sister was moaning and moaning I watched her toes
curl real tight
I knew she was climaxing. Along with her muttering and
moaning. I then
watched as her toes started to uncurl, it was then that
Franklin mounted
her, then his front paws wrapped around her back. Sister
started to yell,
"NO, NO, NO, get him OFF, get him off, I watched as she
shook her but
trying to shake him off and trying to make it so his could
not get his dick
in her. She was bucking and moving. It did not discourage
Franklin. He
found his mark and started like a jackhammer.
I was mesmerized as I watched and listen to Sister. She
started out yelling
at us to get him off. Then every thing changed. "GET
HIM OFF YOU BITCH, GET
HIM OFF OF ME." she yelled, Oh God, please don't let
him do it, PLEASE, OH
PLEASE. Oh god, oh
God, OH SHIT, OH GOD, MY GOD. OH IT, IT'S inside YOU
BITCH, IT'S INSIDE OH SHIT YOU GOD DAMN BITCH HE'S
INSIDE." (she stopped
yelling) "It's inside, oh god, stop him, oh my god, oh
my god." (and she
started getting loud again) Oh my GOD, OH JESUS, OH JESUS,
OH, OH, OH,
FUCK, DON'T STOP. DON'T STOP, GO BOY, GO BOY, FUCK ME, FUCK
ME, OH FUCK,
FUCK ME, FUCK ME, OH SHIT, FUCK ME!" she was screaming,
screaming so loud
Cheryl and I were concerned that the neighbors may hear.
Cheryl said "not
so loud sister, quite down" Sister kept screaming
"FUCK ME, OH GOD, GIVE IT
TO ME" Cheryl but her hand over Sisters mouth which
finely made sister stop
yelling. "Oh Sister" she said to me, "He's so
good, he's so fast, he's so
big, I can't stop cumming, I can't stop cumming" with
that she just started
making sounds and noises of pure pleasure. I watched as
Franklin hammered
into her and held her tight. I looked at Cheryl and she was
rubbing her
clit fast as she watched Franklin change sister's mind and
attitude.
I sat back slowly sliding the double cocks in me as I
watched. I wished it
was me tied up and Franklin was fucking me. I have no idea
how long it was
before Franklin stopped and pulled out of Sister, I sat
there watching not
wanting to miss one little thing. I watched as Franklin
pulled out and was
amazed at the huge size his dick was, I saw this huge knot
and how red it
was. When he pulled out he jumped off the bed and laid down
licking
himself. Sister just knelt there shaking, her hole was wide
open and stuff
was dripping out of her, no, dripping is not correct, it was
running out of
her. I felt as nasty as I had ever felt before in my life. I
reached for
the huge double cock and caught some of the juice coming
from Sister on
both ends. I wanted to see if she could take such a big
thing, and all of a
sudden I could not care if she could or not, I just knew I
was going to put
it in her period. I brought the big end to her open hole and
pushed, I was
astonished as it slid in and how she pushed back, I brought
the end of the
smaller cock the was aimed at her asshole and watched as it
slid in. I did
not wish to hurt her, only to fuck her and make her climax one last time.
As much as I tried, I could not make Sister climax again, Oh
she liked the
fucking I was giving her, but between her tired legs and all
the climaxing
Franklin gave her she was just wore out. I felt jealous, she
went to a
place in pleasure that I knew I had never been. Cheryl
grabbed my wrist and
stopped me. she said "Come on Sister, it's your turn
now" she pulled my
hand back which in turn pulled out the monster double cock
from Sister
Mary. I was moving in a zombie state, I wanted more, I
wanted to watch her
climax and at the same time I wanted to be her. Cheryl
untied her and
Sister very slowly moved. She sat up and kissed me then
Cheryl. She said
"Oh thank you, thank you, you have no idea what that
meant to me, no idea"
she held Cheryl then me. Cheryl said "OK Sister Mary
Jean, it's your turn,
your turn to get taken off of this planet and taken to goo
goo land" I
smiled at her as I knelt in position for her to tie me up.
I was tied so good I could not move, I could not do anything
but kneel in
that position as both Cheryl and Sister Mary worked on me. I
could try to
tell you blow by blow what they did, but to be honest I
would only be
guessing, all I know is they kept me on the edge of a climax
for so long,
that I would have killed to climax. I mean that with all the
inner being I
have. I was crazy wanting to climax. I know they used
different toys in me,
and Franklin licked me as well as I licked Sister and Cheryl
hoping to
please them to let me come. Just like I did sister, they
worked the
different things bringing me right to the edge of a climax
and just as I
thought I may slip one by them they would change things
around and I would
start to build all over again. By the time they let Franklin
mount me I was
beyond sanity, I climaxed and climaxed and climaxed, It was
a never-ending
mind-melting climax.
Cheryl asked me after Franklin got off if I was
finished, I had my eyes closed and said "Oh, I loved it
so much, could we
do it a little more?" Cheryl said "I have an idea,
why don't I tie you both
up side by side, and work you both?" by this time
Sister Mary Margaret was
nice and hot all over again and she was game. You know I
was, it took a few
minutes and Sister and I were kneeling side by side. Cheryl
started working
us both, she was good.
It did not take long before I was starting to beg for
release begging her
to let me climax, Sister along side of me was doing the
same. Cheryl said
"I have a surprise for you girls, first I have to hide
your habits and then
you will be in for the fuck of your lives." Something
in me snapped, all of
a sudden I was not turned on anymore, all of a sudden I was
sacred, so was
Sister Mary Margaret. I pulled and tossed and tried to break
loose of my
ropes as well as Sister. I heard Cheryl dial the telephone
and say "OK,
Patrick, I have them ready, hurry up before they break
free" I panicked, I
was pulling so hard at the ropes I was hurting my knees,
wrist, and ankles.
Sister looked at me with the same panic and said
"what's she going to do,
who is Patrick?" I started to cry, I just knew I had
fallen into another
blackmail only this time and that I brought Sister Mary
Margaret with me. I
was begging and so was Sister, pleading with Cheryl to let
us go. She said
"look Sisters, I know what I am doing, you will be thanking
me after we
finish here tonight. Right now the boys only know I have two
very hot kinky
girls that want to be fucked over and over. They have no
idea who you are,
and they won't, that is why I hid your habits. Now if you
girls blow this
for me, I will let them know they are gangbanging two sex
crazed Nun's, now
I do not want to hear
another word, not one, do not say anything unless it
is a climax."
From where we were on the bed I turned my head and I could see through the
living room to the front door, I could also see Cheryl
setting up a video
camera. And there was a light tap on the door, I turned my
head and watched
as Cheryl opened the door.
Pat (Harry's brother) walked in, and 5-6 other
guys to closed my eyes, I did not want to see who was with
him. I turned my
head to Sister Mary Margaret I said "It's Harry's
brother, and he has
friends." I heard Cheryl say "Remember boys the
deal is, no one looks at
their face's and I keep the tapes and pictures. You can fuck
them in their
cunts and asshole, as long as you want, and as many times as
you want. But,
you have to leave here at or before 9 PM. Oh yes, you can also eat them,
but you can not see their faces" one boy said What
about having them suck
my cock after I fuck one of them?" Cheryl said "I
get to do that, now, do
you all agree to my terms? If not, you can leave and you never get any
more ass from me."
they all said that they agreed. They stripped out of
their cloths, and Cheryl walked back to the big bed and put
something over
our heads as she did she said "don't worry kids when
you leave you will
understand, for right now just enjoy"
ENJOY, was she crazy? Enjoy being blackmailed again, enjoy
guys fucking us
with out our permission
enjoy 5 guys, boys we did not know. I felt hands touching
me. I had been
dripping wet before Cheryl announced her surprise. And
because of that and
the fucking Franklin gave me I was still sloppy wet. The
boys were talking
and touching, I felt fingers working in my holes and in my
ass. Probing
then I felt someone kneel behind me, I knew what was
coming,. I felt it,
the head touched my asshole and he pushed in, I felt some
one crawling
under me and a tongue touch my clit. I was frightened yet
all of a sudden
excited. I felt my asshole being filled and the attention on
my clit and
finger's working in my cunt made me snap, all of a sudden I
was no longer
frightened, I was instant horny, no not just horny, I was
instant flame. I
pushed back against the cock sliding in me and shut my eyes
tight as I
lingered in the pleasure from the tongue and fingers. I did
not make a
sound because I did not want Sister Mary Margaret to know I
had become lost
in my lust again. Then I heard her. My eyes opened and I
moaned as she did.
I heard her say "Oh God, your so big, so big, oh fuck
me baby, fuck me" I
just laid and moaned, I moaned and moaned as I felt the guy
fucking me
empty his sperm in me. I moaned as he pulled from me and
moaned as I felt a
fat cock push against the fingers in my cunt causing the
fingers to
retreat, I moaned as the tongue reached out and licked at my
clit while the
guy fucked me. I moaned as I felt his cock swell up and
pulsate in me
filling me with more cum. Became lost in my own climax as I
started to
convulse and shake as I climaxed hard. I was getting two
feeling at once,
my clit and pussy. Both
alone were fantastic, yet together unexplainable
nothing felt like it. when he pulled out I started begging
"More, more.
Give me more." I felt another cock slide in. he was
nice and slow, he would
shove it deep inside and then he would pull it all the way
out I could hear
my cunt make a smacking sound as it pulled free, then he
would slide it all
the way back inside.
I saw stars, I felt so good, my body just waited for each
stroke, every
nerve in my body focused on the spot between my legs, and
every nerve was
touched as I felt his cock sliding in and out. he started at
a very slow
pace and picked it up, it was not long before he was
hammering in and out
of me. God to feel it slide all the way out and then ram all
the way back
inside, I must have sounded like a crazy animal, moaning,
begging, and
moaning. He exploded in me and I climaxed at the same
moment. I worked my
face to Sister Mary Margaret and I strained to kiss her,
when she realized
what I was trying to do she also moved to kiss me.
I don't know how many times the boys fucked me or Sister all
I know is I
heard Cheryl telling them time was up, they had to leave. It
was a struggle
at first but once they realized they would never get anymore
unless they
complied, they finely left Cheryl came up to me and untied
me. then she
untied Sister, not a word was said. she helped me up from my
kneeling
position. It was only then did I realize how dead my legs
felt. I looked at
her, and she smiled, I smiled back and said "OK, so I
liked it, but what
about the pictures and video tape, are you going to
blackmail us now?"
Cheryl brushed my hair back and said "Sister, you know
I am 100% lesbian, I
know you love cock, that's why I arranged this, I knew I had
one chance at
you and I took it. I wanted you to leave my house so
satisfied that you
could not wait to come back." Sister Mary Margaret was
also listening "I
took the pictures for you girls and the tape is yours also,
I thought you
two may like to watch it and maybe get turned on watching
those 8 boys fuck
you all over again. And If you can't watch it at your
convent, you can
always watch it here before, during or after we have sex,
now are you two
mad at me?"
I looked at Sister Mary Margaret who sat there in a daze, a
very satisfied
well fucked daze. (if there is such a thing) I looked at her
and said "I'm
not mad, are you?" Sister looked at me with the
strangest look, she said
"we have to go, we have to be in by 9:30" Cheryl
said "you have time, do
you want to clean up?" Sister Mary looked at her and
said "Oh, no, I want
to saver this for a while. I want to feel the cum ozz out
all the way home"
I smiled and knew Sister felt just like I did, and that
Cheryl was 100%
correct when she said we would thank her after words. That
is about all we
did as we put our habits back on, and made our selves look
like nun's
again. but both of us under our habits were dripping cum all
over Cherry's
floor.
We went to the door and we all kissed. Cheryl started to
open the door when
she said. "you know what, it might be wise if you both
went out the back
down through the basement. I would not be surprised if the
boys would be
waiting out front to see who it was they just did." I
said "your right" and
Cheryl led us down out the back.
We still had time so Sister said "Why don't' we circle the block and walk
past the apartment and see if they are there?" I agreed
and we did. When we
turned the corner sure enough there they were I counted 8
young men ranging
from 18 to maybe 27 years old. Three black men, two Mexican
and three white
guys. Sister and I walked up to them and as we approached
they made a path
for us. I had to say something so I said "evening boys,
isn't it a lovely
night?" One of the boys said "It sure is Sister,
are you out for a stroll?"
I said "yes, brother, Sister and I need to walk and
pray to our father in
heaven. Now, make sure you boys are in church Sunday,
goodnight now." We
then continued to walk, when we were out of voice range
sister Mary giggled
and said "I must have dripped a cup of cum while we
stopped and talked with
them." As we turned the corner we both looked back,
they were still all
focused on the front door of the apartment waiting,
We made it back right at 9:30, Mother Superior was waiting.
"How is Cheryl,
did you all have a nice visit?" I answered first
"It was wonderful Mother,
we talked and talked, time seemed to run right on so
quickly." then Sister
Mary Margaret said
"We may be going back later this week to see her, she
want to teach us how to nit, I always wanted to learn
that." Mother said
"good, now you better run off to bed, sleep
tight" Mother had no idea how
I was going to sleep, I knew I would sleep like a baby.
After Morning Mass, Mother Superior stopped me on the way to
breakfast, she
asked me to stop by her office before I went over to my
classroom. I went
in and sat next to Sister Mary Margaret I told her Mother
superior want me
to stop by. I asked her if she knew anything about what had
happen with her
brother. Sister said nobody knew but him and her, that
anything with me in
it was gone, and everyone felt it was nothing more than a
dirty story.
Sister told me I should not worry, maybe it was nothing at all.
I went to her office, she asked me to sit and asked me how I
liked it here.
We chatted for a few minutes and then she said "Sister
Ruth told me you
have not picked up any pads from her in over two months, you
do know how
our order feels about sisters using Tampons or anything like
that right?" I
told her that I did not know what a Tampon was. Mother
Superior looked at
me very strangely and then said "I don't understand
then why haven't you
picked up any pads?"
I smiled and said "Oh that's simple Mother, God took
the curse, I mean my menstrual cycle away" Mother
looked stunned and said
"My dear daughter, do you mean to tell me that you
believe that God has
taken your menstrual cycle away?" I said "sure, I
haven't had any bleeding
for almost three months now"
Mother sat there, looking at me, I felt weird, some how, I
knew something
was wrong. Then she said "Sister have you broken your
vows, have you broken
your vow of chastity?" I just looked at her, I did not
want to lie to her,
and I sure did not want to tell her I was hungry for sex.
That for over the
last 3 months I had sex with more men and boys than I could
count. That I
had no idea the actual number of times I had sex. Even last
night, I had no
idea how many times those 8 guys did me. what could I say. I
just said
"Mother, why do you ask me this? I don't
understand" what she said next
floored me. I mean I could not move I could not think, I
could not say a
word.
My dear daughter, a woman only stops menstruating for one of
two reasons.
first when she reaches a age between 45-55 and at your age
only when
pregnant." I some how managed to say "but I have
missed a month a few
times" "yes" she said "but that is
normal when some changes accrue in or
lives, but 2 months going on 3 can only mean one thing, have
you had upset
stomachs in the mornings?" I sat there and just shook
my head yes adding
"just a little" then she said "Sister, I want
you to go see Sister Ruth and
she will have you pee, we will know in a few minutes what
kind of problem
we have. In the mean time I am having Sister James take over
your class for
today, now go, and hurry child, if you are pregnant, I have
to move
quickly"
I got up and went to Sister Ruth I was in a daze, I had no
idea how I could
have gotten pregnant. I hate to admit it but I never was
told how baby's
came about. I know it happens to women that sleep with men,
but I had not
slept with any man. When I got to Sister Ruth's she had me
pee in a cup, I
waited for a second and she called Mother. I heard her say
"it is positive
Mother" and she hung up. I started to cry, I asked
Sister "How could I be
pregnant, I had not slept with any man"
She looked at me and said "are you telling me you never
had sex with a man,
that the Holy Ghost made you pregnant as he did Mary?"
I looked at her and
asked "Do you mean that just having sex with a man gets
you pregnant, that
not just sleeping with one?" I could not believe her
reaction. "Sister" she
said "are you telling me you do know how baby's are
made? Surely you had
sex, there is no other way. Who was it? who is the
father?" I felt sick,
very sick I got up and went back to Mother Superior's office
I did not
knock, I just walked in. I sat down and cried. Mother walked
over knelt
down and hugged me, she said "Child, you are not the
first to be succumbed
by a man, I know you won't be the last, who is the father?
Is it one of the
Priests, Or workers here? Who was it?" Crying I her I
did not know, I was
not lying, I surely did not know who he was. I did not want
to tell Mother
how wicked I had become. "Mother" I said between
sobs "I broke my vows, I
had sex with a man I did not know after school down stairs
threw the wall
in the girls bath room, maybe it was then, is it possible to
get pregnant
with just one act of sex?" I did not lie, but I could
not tell her
everything.
Mother said "yes child it can happen with only one sex
act, I was made
aware of the sex thing Mr. Harris had going here and I
understand it was
that place that he trapped the girls into sex. Was it
him?" I looked at
Mother and truthfully said Mother I don't know who it was. I
guess it could
have been him, but I could not see his face" (or any of
the boy's/men's
faces for that matter) "I hope it was not him, he is
such a evil men, what
do I do Mother?" She then told me "Child, go up to
your room pack up your
suitcase there will be a car to pick you up in 30 minutes
you are going too
Detroit to a special house that we have. You are not to wear
your habit
until after the birth, at that time you will be allowed to
put your habit
back on. God will forgive you for your moment of
weakness." You must decide
over the next months what you want to do, to stay with our
order, or leave
our order and go into the world. Now go get ready,
everything is going to
move very fast until you get to Detroit one more thing, you
are not allowed
to tell anyone you are a nun, to them you will be another
unwed mother
going into shelter and your baby for adoption"
I stopped crying and had to ask Mother one last question
"Mother does this
happen a lot? I mean will I be hated for what I did?" I
loved Mothers
answer and I cling to it now she said "Child the sex
drive is the strongest
desire god gave us, it seems God gave men the strongest
desires, and us
women seem to be able to deal with it easier then men.
however some of us
women have been given that strong desire. And some nuns have
to fight that
desire almost hourly, thank God it is only 1 out of a ten
thousand. You my
dear just happen to be one of those, trust god he'll guide
you.
Mother was right, I was packed , at the airport, in the air
and pulling up
to the house in Detroit for unwed mothers all in 5 hours
from the time I
tested positive. I
walked in the front door and I almost fell over you
would never believe who met me at the front door. It was
Sister Mary Long
and Sister Mary Francis. They had not changed one bit from
the last time I
saw them. They both looked at me and Sister Mary long (Mary)
said weren't
you at Saint Mary's
with us?" I could not believe it here in front of me
stood Mary and Judy the two women on this earth I dreamed
about almost
every night and almost every time I masturbated they were
there. I knew it
right then and there, nobody can tell me different there is
a God and he
does answer prayer. I said "yes, I did, and I have had
you in my life and
mind since I was 11 years old, I want to talk with you both
about the
auditorium stage that we all used until we left Saint
Mary's" I wish you
could have seen their faces. I grabbed both of their arms
and said come on
now, take me to my new room, we have lots to talk about.